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Coming Full Circle

5/26/2011

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Today was my Ben's checkup at Riley Children's Hospital.  If you are new to the Wades or just don't remember quite clearly why we were there, go read the post below.  I'll wait....



Welcome back.   I don't really think about Riley much these days.  In fact, it usually only crosses my mind in 3 different situations.  

1.  When I check on Ben at night.  I still count his breaths and check his pulse.  I'm not sure if I will ever be able to quit.

2.  When I get the reminder phone call that Ben has a check-up.

3.  When I see the kid's show "Imagination Movers."
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Number 3 throws you, doesn't it?  You see those sweet blue jumpsuits the Movers are rocking?  Well, when Ben was transferred from our hospital to Riley they sent the Riley Ambulance.  The Riley crew who got him ready to go, rode with him in the ambulance, and made sure he made it safely to the NICU wear jumpsuits almost EXACTLY like these.  I can't help but flinch when I see them.  I am taken back to sitting in my hospital bed, telling my baby goodbye, and hearing their reassuring words that they will take care of him.

Today was a very important day in our Riley journey.  Ben got his routine EKG and then we met with his heart doctor.  He looked at me with his wise, wonderful eyes and said, "Well, since he has done so well these 4 years, you don't have to come visit us anymore."  We were free!  We were done!  I was floating on air as we walked out of that office today.  

To say goodbye to our wonderful Riley, Ben and I walked around and I told him about all of the memories we had.  We visited the gift shops, rode the glass elevator, and talked about the huge stuffed animals in the lobby.
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This is Ben and me (and our celebratory kitty we bought at the gift shop) in the lobby. Drew spent a lot of time playing here with his grandparents.
 When we were done, we had to walk back to the outpatient wing of the hospital where our car was parked.  I was soaring.  We did it!  We were officially done!  We might have been skipping a tiny bit.  Then we rounded the corner....

And ran straight into the blue suits.

I tried to keep my eyes on their faces.  I tried to will myself not to look down.  But I couldn't.  I gazed down at the tiny, plastic isolette they were huddled around.  I saw the tiny hands, the tiny feet, the tubes, the machines.  

This is someone else's day 1.

Somewhere there is another mother on her way to Riley to meet her child just like I did 4 years ago.  I know how scared she is.  I know what lies ahead for her and her family.  I know how broken she feels at this exact moment.

"Mama, why are you crying?" my sweet Ben asks.  "It's just something Mamas do sometimes, my love."  

I prayed the whole way home for that Mama.  For her child.  For their family.   I pray that they will grasp onto God and let Him carry them through like he did us.  

If you are ever looking for a charity to donate to, Riley is wonderful.  They are saving lives today.  Everyday.  It's easy to forget them when life is back to normal and easy.  Everyday there is someone else who is beginning their Riley journey.  I'm so thankful ours is finished.  Now it is time to ask, "How can I help?" 
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Click on the wagon to visit Riley's homepage
4 Comments
D Klues
5/27/2011 00:26:26

Made me cry again today.

We are so blessed.

Thanks for a wonderful story!

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Sheila McCammon
5/30/2011 22:35:04

Congratulations doesn't begin to say it all. To God all be the glory! God is good all the time all the time God is good! So glad that journey is over and all is well. You are truly blessed!!

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Renee Wiggington
6/1/2011 08:37:21

Lori,
Would you mind if I print this blog post out and share it with my Tri Kappa chapter? Sometimes I think my chapter forgets the real reasons why we support Riley, and I would love to let them hear what Riley means to someone.
Thanks!
Renee

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Merry
6/8/2011 09:01:43

So I'm a little late reading this, but it brought tears to my eyes. I'm so thankful that Ben is a free man. =) And I'm also saying a prayer for that new Mommy. I know her heart was hurting.

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